losing my love, losing sleep and being totally void of giving relief or getting any myself. Thats just a total guess, but i know thats exactly how i have felt in a relationship before. That thunder moves like damn drawers slamming in my frame I'll tell you now, I guess like I should have told you then ' And I'm not proud that nothing will seem easy about meД«ut I promise this, I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need the singer has always been so passive and seemingly content until now: she thinks her lover will be very confused and have a hard time understanding where she is coming from and will be thrown off that the singer is taking a stand and is strong enough to end things. I think she is then conisdering what the end will be like. In the dark, it won't be easy to find relief' And still you, still you want me Oh, I always let you down You're shattered on the ground But still I find you there Next to me And oh, stupid things I do I'm far from good, it's true But still I find you Next to me So thank you for taking a chance on me I know it isn't easy But I hope to be worth it So thank you for taking a chance on me I. : 'I can't untangle what I feel and what would matter most I can't close an eye, can't close an eyelid.Now there's no point in reaching out for me She is too uptight and uncertain to really open herself or to give any kind of deep affection and emotion to her lover. She is unable to sleep when she's sleeping next to her lover because she is thinking too much and questioning everything, she cant get relief and therefore cannot offer relief. ' I miss you now like I should have missed you then.' And she is questioning if being back together is something that is more harm than good or if it might work out. Perhaps they are back together after a recent break up: General CommentTo me the artist is singing about themself in a still in a relationship that she is questioning. Now there's just no point, in reaching out for youД«ut I promise this (I promise this, I promise this) The thunder moves like damn drawers slamming in my frame I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need In the dark, it won't be easy to find reliefДЄnd I'm not proud that nothing will seem easy about me You won't find him drinking under tables Rolling dice or staying out 'til three You won't ever find him be unfaithful You will find him, you'll find him next to me You won't find him trying to chase the devil For money, fame, for power out of greed You won't ever find him where the rest go You will find him, you'll find him next to me Next to me, ooh-ooh-ooh Next to me, ooh-ooh Next to me, ooh-ooh-ooh You will find him, you'll find him next to me When the money's spent and all my friends. In the dark, I'm just no good at giving relief Now there's just no point, in reaching out for me I can't close an eye, I can't close an eyelid I guess like I should have missed you then Something about the way that you walked into my living room Casually and confident lookin at the mess I am But still.

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